because it's lovely.

As of today:

This blog is officially sudah meninggal dunia.
Or to the rest of you, the blogger has moved on :P
My message to the idiot who tried googling my real name to stalk me and the idiot who linked my real name to this site (Retard. There's a reason why there aliases are created):

*Translation above for my non-M'sian friends: Roasting The Island of Penang

ALOHAAAAAAA, everyone~!
To answer some of the questions sent to me via SMS and emails:

- Sorry folks, I can't guarantee I'll be online soon.

- Nope, sorry, I'm still high on Liong Zha
*Translation: It's a Chinese Herbal Drink. I have no idea what it is inside but it makes me sugoku hyper deshou!!!

- Yes, I'm super Moe. Moemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoe~~~<3
..... With Soubi x Seimei...... and Tamaki x Kyouya (Kero, Wenji, please don't kill me)..... and Soubi x Ritsuka <3

- Yes, I'm in Penang. Will be back home tomorrow.

- And NO, we're not together anymore. Because his trial run is up and I guess we don't feel the same so yeah... I'm happily single again and he's drunk wasted.... not that I don't care... but... like I care.
Note: Rin's becoming a little egoistical lately. Thanks to the influence of certain people.

Okay. Roll up of what happened in the past few days.

Last Week of School (Last Monday to Sunday):
I screwed up. I screwed up so much shit that it's beyond my words. I screwed up Design. I screwed up Pop-Art. I even screwed up Li Wen's Mag Cover. Heck, the only thing that I DIDN'T SCREW UP THAT WEEK was Communications Skill, History of Art and Design, Malaysian Studies, Figures 1 and Drawing 1. Which is prettty pathethic (And now, I think I know which course I'm headed). To be honest, I was kinda relieved to end school that day. And I spent the rest of the week planning what to make for lunch on Monday, who's coming, what time, venue.... Gah, I'm always rushing when it comes to things like this. But I did relaxed on Sunday (I'm glad I did) but I was bored dead.
Why, you ask?
Because MY TV EXPLODED ON THURSDAY.
Yesh. Exploded. Not too dramatically, but silent kill.
Like a sniper shot in the head.
So, in the end, we had to send it for repair.
So you could guess what I practically bored myself to death with on Saturday and Sunday nights.

Monday, 11/12
We had our little gathering which not many came. Marissa moved closer to my place, in Kemuning Hills, so wheee~~<3 The Doritis Group just got bigger 8D We had lunch at my place, which sadly, our main guest, Pn Chan, didn't turn up because her baby fell ill. Can't blame her though. So we spent the evening, playing Katamari (YES, KATAMARI) and watching Eva play Kingdom Hearts. Went out for din-din with Eric, Eva and Carmen and stayed over at Eva's place. All this take place within one day.
But I learned so much from my friends.
That no matter how far we are now, we're still together as long as we still KEEP IN TOUCH.
But I love you guys altogether. That's why I keep contacting you guys and hosting all these gatherings.
My telephone bill is rising up like mad and my mum's been screaming at me.
But who wipes? =) So as long as we all are still in this together.

Tuesday, 12/12

We basically set off for Penang at 10am.
And I must tell you, ..... THE JOURNEY IS EXCRUCIATINGLY..... LOOONG
The bus.... took nearly 3 hours in Perak. ZOMG, it was sooo freaking loooong.
The feller stop at Slim River, then Ipoh, then Taiping, then after that (Not Perak) Butterworth.
ZOMG, I've never felt so excruciated my whole life.
But the trip was fun.
Except the part of the little kiddie behind my seat playing Pokemon loudly and kept kickin' my chair.
But the view of Penang Bridge was stunning. I keep recalling my childhood memories.
Went to Eva's Grandma's place and YES! I WATCHED MY FUSHIYI YUUGI! (Not that it's relevant)
*cough* We had dinner with her family and I can tell you.
I've never tasted any fish fresher.... than in northenr States. Especially Penang.
The food was good and yesh, I was being hyper after Liong Cha again.
Incident of helmet running around during HC's class comes back into play.
.....
ANNNNNNYWAY, we hopped over to the new mall, Queensbay Mall in Penang recently opened.
To be honest, the place looks kinda prosperous. Especially since it has a lot of good stores.
Namely BORDERS
(Yes, I know. ME AND MY BORDERS!!! XD)
But heck yeah, I bought 2 Loveless book for only RM40. Who wouldn't be happy? XD
I bought a few shiny beads, hoping to make a few accessories.
I really like the blood red shiny beads, so I bought 3. I might give it to Michelle if it's nice.
She's really so goth-y, it fits.
Besides, I never keep nice stuff to myself. (I'm bound to lose them)
.... Unless it's Loveless.
And we went to the Carnival in Penang.
I tell you, it was RAINING.
And what we did when it was raining?
We sat on the rollercoaster.
We sat on the god-knows-spinning thing which the saftey belts aren't THAT safe at all and I think I could feel myself flying.
Sat on the Ferris Wheel, and we stood.
Then we got ourselves cheated from some Lucky Number game because the Kuma-chan was just too adorable.
In the end, we came home restless, and slept.

Tuesday, 13/12
We woke up at 12pm noon, cause God knows what time we slept that night.
Headed for Cititel Hotel that noon, and god, did you know how much trouble it was just to get a room?
But in any case, it was settled and we decided to hit for Swatow Lane for lunch.
The problem was: We got lost. So we asked for directions.
Which was a bad plan.
We asked this uncle. He told us this way.
We asked this aunty, she told us that way.
We asked another aunty, she told us the other way.
We asked my Dad in KL, and he told us to go to Sheraton Hotel and Penang Plaza.
But we had NO IDEA WHERE.
So, there we were, in the middle of 3.15pm, under the hot sun, lost in the middle of nowhere, looking for Swatow Lane but have no idea where to start. Not to mention, starving to death.
Then, it was as if God heard our prayers. He sent us a saviour.
He sent us a Trishaw Driver.
And we were in luck. This Kong Kong was willing to take us all the way to Penang Plaza.
So we took a ride there, and like a kid, I found Swatow Lane.
'cept that it's 3.30pm, everyone's closing their stalls already and there was little left.
No worries, there was still the old lady who sold my fave Tanghun Soup. And I was overjoyed.
*** Tanghun Soup is actually a dish with thin, transparent vermicelli with peppery soup and fishballs. Added with a little bread we call Eu Char Kuay.
Even had two bowls (What did you expect? I woke up, drank a bottle of 100 Plus and left for the town)
By 5, our rooms were ready so we took a bath and left for Gurney on Taxi.
Went to Anjung Gurney and had a few dishes. I tell you, the muaci was so succulent....
.... I nearly died. XD
*** Muaci is a dish with sticky, gummy dough added with finely crushed nuts, sesame seed and a little sugar
We walked around Gurney Drive, and we flew tiny kites (Will show you all pics when I get back)
Rain came, so we ran into Gurney Plaza, to see some dude call Kenji performing.
.... It was not gay. It was ghei.
We ran back to Gurney Drive and walked all the way until we reached the end. Then we decided to try catching a cab while walking on our way back, which eventually, we gave up, 'cause all the cabs practically ignored our existence or they couldn't see us three in the dark, or they thought I was some monk waving some yellow kite in the air leading two disciples on their night walk.
But it was good. We walked all the way from Gurney Drive to Cititel Hotel.
Mind you, it was far. We had to pass Gleneagles, then pass Sheraton Hotel, then pass Komtar....
In other words, we walked all the way from Gurney to Penang Road.
Approximately, a 30 minute walk.
But you know what I liked best about the walk?
When we were staring in the sea, and it was calm.


Anyway I got to go.
Will tell you tales later.
I'm being watched.
=D HEHE.
Toodle-oo~

-Rin-

=.= I screwed up my Paperbag and I've definitely disappointed I-Ching.
So, I feel honestly real bad, 'cause I tend to take teacher's disappointments to heart. Like the time Puan Reetha was disappointed in my first time ever getting a D for my Final History Exam. Or the time I scored a 84 (Which is a B at that time) for my English exam once. Or the time I didn't finish my artwork and my F4 Art Teacher was very disappointed. Which sucks.
So, with all this disappointment, I'm going to disappoint myself even more.
*stickies new label 'Le Disappointer' on herself*
So, alright, I'm going to try hard to disappoint William tomorrow or Li Wen on Thursday or Boon Tiong on Saturday. ... And I don't care what they say: These 3 lecturers; they mean the whole world to me. At this moment.
Otherwise, I'd really cry. And bash my head against the wall.
Whatever crazy idea that goes to my head first.


Honestly, I can't wait for first term to end.
It seems very short and I feel like I'm losing time.
My new time management plan for the next term?
The moment I get the homework, I start on it and finish it on that day itself.
Pronto.
Sounds impossible for a sloth like me, but heck, if Michelle, Ye Shan, and Joseph can do it: Why can't I?

I do know that I'm most probably be repeating my term.
With all those marks I get, I know I would.
._. Rin, I'm so disappointed in you. So disappointed.

I guess I'm the biggest disappointment in my own life, eh?

Love always,
Le Saguaro
-3 weeks more till I get my Internet fixed-

I'm in a crummy Internet Cafe again, which can barely access gmail and lags.
Like mad.
=.= And I paid like $4 for it. ROWTF.
Time's ticking. It's almost the end of college, and a few of our friends have left. Which is really sad 'cause we didn't really take the time to get to know each other.
Pop-Up, I think I'll be flunkig this one if I don't do it right.
I do hope my Paper Bag, TVC Presentation, Figures, Paper Bag and Mag Cover does turn out okay. I'm not too worried about my Drawing 1 because well, let's just say my Drawing 1 skills are far better than the rest.

Pot Luck for the groupies on the 11th.
Am excited though. Pn Chan will be joining us. (Who wouldn't be excited?)
After lunch, Eva and I thought that we should catch the Night Bus all the way to Penang, along with Eric and Bevan. Maybe Vince too, if he can make it.

Most likely going to CF this year.
Rachel has agreed to go with me but we're most likely going for the 2nd day one. Hopefully, we can see Sue Lyn and Peisan cosplay.
8D I will have EVIDENCE this time!!!

And oh, Peisan, I'm still sticking to the plan of going like an ordiary otaku.
Hoodie shirt, worn jeans, dirty sneakers and messy hair.
HAHAHA! *glances at Doujin Section*

=0 Gonna go now.
The connection is so sucky, and the keyboard is very crummy that I have to practically punch the keyboard really hard to ype the word I want or it'll end up unfinished.

=) Cheerios~<3

-Rin 0a-

I don't know why.
But I'm reeeeeeeaaaaaally frustrated about this matter.
Damn you, TMnet.
Thanks to you, my internet connection is dead.
D-E-A-D, DEAD.
=.= My troubles are getting even worse than before....
At least the computer works.
BUT STILL!
My research~~~!! T^T

... *stabs William's work*

-Rin-

Seriously, I need sleep.
My research is going haywire.
I'm thinking of what to connect Rococo Art with.
._. Basically, my mind's all haywired now.
But I'll work out somehow.
Louis Vuitton is on my mind now, so is Vivienne Westwood.
But that depends.

And we've finally launched our community for our Masquerade Novel.
Which is called Le Verrou, meaning 'The Bolt', which is a famous artpiece from Fragonard during the Rococo period =)
Kero and I decided that way, so now it's much more opened and yay! =D
Hopefully Charlie will put up an account.
Since most free host domains are tight with their terms, and I'm pretty sure that yaoi is considered like something vulgar to their taste.
SO YESH!
You can go to Le Verrou from my community.
So far nothing is up, until I put it up.
Waiting for Kero to join, then Charlie.
=D I'm thinking of letting our viewers submit their own drawn inspired characters of how our characters will look like.... Since I'm too lazy to draw one anyway (more like I hate figures and I just refuse to draw any more figures for now)

But yesh, check out my profile to find Le Verrou.
And I'll do a re-edited version of The Prologue again, since I didn't like some parts which I found it quite repetetive but heck, will do what I can to fix it =)

Support Masquerade. Yaoi is forever.

-Rin-

I want to write so much about so many things.
But I guess I will have no chance to, eh?
I really am excited about December.
=) Eva and I plan to go Penang with the whole group, with Eric, Vince, Kelly and prolly the rest (But not too many though)
It will be exciting. Prolly the first time we're going to spend a holiday together and our anniversary for being friends for almost 4 years.
I really love my friends. =) Without 'em, I wouldn't have the support I need today.
And our Cosplay Fest this 25th Dec! I really am excited for it too.
I love my KKPians and Admins =D Kero, Wenji, you so rock! =D

You know, I guess I've really begun to appreciate my friends even more.
Thanks to you all, I've changed a lot from the cold, cool girl to the spunky little monkey (Though I wish I could change my terrible mood swing)
This is my thanks to all my friends who've been with me from all those times: You know I can't live without you guys.
Thanks for still not changing. And yesh, we will have more birthday get-togethers from now on! =D Next birthday, Ellie's and Andrea's one XD

=D I WUV YUU ALL!

-Rin, feeling very appreciative lately-

My compy is back.
But I'm so screwed.
HOMEWORK! T^T

I'll cry even more.

BTW, Kero - You do sound nice with Rurutia =D

-Rin-

Dearest whichever company is concerned (You know who YOU ARE),

Thank you AGAIN for crashing my computer.
It helps.... a LOT.
Thanks to you:

- I can't watch Ouran High School Host Club.
- I have a bloody project to do on Adobe Illustrator in which my life and death is concerned.
- I can't research my Pop-Up Project via online.
- I can't type my research homework.
- I can't listen to my Younha.
- I can't charge my bloody dead mp3 player.
- I can't record any songs for Eric-nii-sama.
- My SMS bill has risen.
- Dell put me onhold to 2 hours worth of listening to Canon in D~Pachibel over and over AGAIN.
- My PC Bill has risen.
- I'm currently hanging on a thread to finish all my projects and YET I can't do anything.

SO THANK YOU, whoever is concerned.
=.= The Titanic only crashed once, but you crashed a million times.

- A Very Unhappy and Agitated Customer

As to all my unhappy blog buddies,
I'm sorry that I couldn't present to you the photos promised (This is my friend's lappy, so my PC is still under check-up)
Just to let you know, I will send in the photos when my compy is fixed.
And yesh, my hair is short now.
For your personal imagination, it's like Mika Nakashima in NaNa... with and added fringe and maybe shorter.
I'm dying due to plenty of homework but I seriously need to finish them all.

Currently, I'm at Starbuck, trying to do my homework (Which in fact, I'm bloody distracted)
So, to all my Forum Friends, take note that I will be back. SOON.
._. So I haven't quit the Forums yet! (Unless I have already disappeared for more than 5 months, that means I'm gone for good)

Taking my leave now
=) See you, everyone.

And to Kero</b: Charlie has agreed to do the Masquerade Chapter 2. BUT YOU BETTER DO YOU PART NOW! D= Cheerios, and Canta Addio. -Rin-

I'm cutting my hair tomorrow.
Now, it will mark 12 hours before I chop off my hair.
Reason for a haircut?

1. After some friend of mine started calling me Yuna-sama/ Yunie-chan... I was pretty sure I was going to take my blade and cut it off straight away that time.

2. Someone said I needed a haircut. So I should.

3. My hair is kinda curling now, so I'm gonna trim it. =D

4. It's time I got a fringe. So Kero can't say my hair reminds her of her brother D=

5. I refuse to tie my hair. =.= I look ugly when I do.

6. I WANT MY TOMBOY LIFESTYLE AGAIN! GIVE IT BACK TO ME!

7. ... ... ... I just want a haircut. Is that wrong?

Prepare yourself for the worse.
Will it be like last time, when I had my infamous Ayanami Rei hairstyle?
Or will it be the even more infamous haircut which made my schoolteachers and neighbours thought that I was a boy?
OR WILL I GO BALD?!?! (This one is rather impossible, though I always wanted to try)

The results will reveal itself tomorrow.
My life lies in the hands of the barber.

Canta Addio.

-Rin-

I must stop admitting so many things.
It's wrong. SO WRONG! D=
SO PEOPLE: MAKE ME STOP ADMITTING!!!


Okay. I admit.
I am going a little cuckoo on the head now.
And no, I admit, I'm not interested in anyone now.
V_V Unless you count *coughkohnstantinecough*

And yesh.
I am starting a new novella.
=.= Which I doubt will get any reviews soon.
Due to my workload of other incomplete novellas.
But I scraped off a few to put them into this new one I'm working on.

It's called 'Link to Fate'.
I actually got the name from a song I really liked from the J-Drama 'With Love'.
It's probably one of my favourites and yes, it is relevant to the story.
It's like in the style of Amy Tan's Joy Luck Club.
Only in a more philopsophical romantic way.

The story begins with 4 different people meeting in a coffee shop.
All of them who has a different story of undestined love.
And the best part about this is that, this novella might be the only novella I can connect to and bring life to the most.
As I have placed also a part of me inside this novella.
And all the other stories are also not experienced by me, but have been experienced by people close to me, who have kindly shared their stories (not willingly or forcefully, it just came out by accident, I guess)
And I really tried to breathe as much characters into them as I could.
The main character is probably based on my own, since I can connect to my story better than anyone else, which is to love someone who doesn't even love you back or know you are there.
The 2nd character is based on someone close to me, who is avoiding love with all types of excuses.
The 3rd character is someone who is abused by love and is torn between breaking up or staying together, which is actually based on my best friend who is still tormented over this till today.
The 4th character is based on also someone close to me, who is in love with two people at once but is unwilling to break with either one of them.

Yes, they are typical stories of everyday people.
Still, everyone dealt with them in a different way.
I hope somehow this one will be more down-to-earth than my other novels.
Since I really connected my entire heart-and-soul with this one.
Not like all my other novellas don't have the heart.
It's just not the same since I'm telling it based on my own experience as well.
Experience makes it even wiser, non?

I leave now with a smart quotation from Tevin.
Who actually bothered to answer my questions anyway XD

Tevin: I've fallen and I don't want to get up. says:
Humans are like that, though, and it's not just limited to religion. We always try to find excuses to not engage in something that we are fearful of(and you would be suprised at just how many people *are* afraid of being in love)


And congrats, Tev, and I hope you do get the things you truly want.
Canta Addio.

-Rin-

Today, I guess I left a lot of things behind.
=) I've never been happier 'cause I bought my DeathNote Mangas.
And believe me, Raito looked so HAWT, I had a nosebleed.
A temporary one.
XD
AND I MET KERORO!!!
8D SHE IS SOOOOOO CUUUUUUUTE <333
I like your new haircut. Really.
AND WHY JUU SAY MY HAIR LIKE YOUR BROTHER?
Now, I feel like I want to shave bald to rid myself of that statement. XD

Went to Marche Movenpick in Curve for Lunch.
Had a reeeal good meal. Gotta love the Mushroom Saute <3
The Mousse was awesome, although it made me sick a little in the start but heck!
I LIKE MOUSSE (at the final five minutes)

I guess there'll be at least, I estimated, 15+ people for tomorrow's event.
Not too shabby but it's good enough for me =D
And if the rest could come, it'd be even awesome.
Danny's sudden turnover adds up to my list.
Though I was kinda upset Carmie and Rachel couldn't attend it.
At least, Rachel tried. I don't know about Carmie though >.>

I'm still online waiting for Shern <3
We're suppose to chat about certain things.
AND I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY TO HIM STILL!!! XD

Well then, I'll take my leave.
Back to Okami for me.
Let's hope my Mash Taters turn out right.
=D GANBATE!!

Canta Addio.

-Rin-

My suspicion is very accurate.
And you cannot lie to me.
That you both aren't together.
I can tell from the look on both your eyes.
There is something in there that tells me that you're hiding the fact that you like him.
So admit it. You like him.
What's THERE to DENY?! I don't understand you women. XD

Today was like any other day.
I was the bored, PMS'd cat.
And everyone else was rather having a pissy day.
The presentation to me, was kinda a big failure on my part.
The Powerpoint and the lack of presentation is practically my fault.
So I don't blame anyone else for today's work except me.
I'd hate myself even more if I were to pinpoint someone else.

http://www.mediamax.com/rinzhen/MusicLocker for Tsuki No Curse.
I attempted the song today. I turned out to be a little whiny than usual.
God knows why. This song was a bit complicated to sing in the beginning.
But I guess I need to work on my voice projection again.
D= I failed on the stretching part in the chorus, so how can I expect to perform live this Dec?
... It's just veeeeeeeeeery wrong, but I'll have to work hard!!
I think I'll redo my Tsuki no Curse again 'cause it sounded a bit weird.
Remember to wait a while to let it LOAD.


Tomorrow, I've gotta work hard on my Figure Drawing.
And my classmates and I are conspiring to not pass up our Finished Art Redos on Friday.
Because I remember clearly asking Helena and heard her say 'Yes, you can pass up next Thursday.'
So, I won't be in the wrong if I didn't do it.
But I'll bring my boxes.
JUST IN CASE.

This Sunday, we're having a DeepaRaya Fest.
I hope my collegemates do make it.
I know my Eric-nii-sama is most likely coming!
8D HURRAH FOR ME! (This is prolly the 4th time seeing him every Sunday)
Hopefully, he'll bring Eva and Kelly with him =D
It'd be awesome fun.
But most of all: I do hope Rachel will attend.
It's been such a long time and I really miss her loads.

Well, I'm off to wash my hair.
Till then, Canta Addio.

-Rin-

Today.
What did we do today?

10.40am:

I arrived at Ming Tien. Met Zhengster there.
Then, Danny and Chris arrived.
We talked a while till 11.20am?
Chen called us up. 8D Bet she was worried.

11.30am:
We met up at Chen's place.
Basically, what we did there was..... er...
-.-;;
Chris and Danny did the Photoshop-ing of our advertisement.
Zheng, Chen and I were busy doing the paperwork.
And then, Chen started recording videos. So funny though.
AND NO, I DEFINITELY DO NOT HAVE CURVES!!!
I am a sh-tick. And a sh-tick is straight.
BLAAAAAARDY STRAIGHT.
And then, we kept bullying Chen about Bryan.
It was soooooooo funny.
'Cause everytime we say that, she'd always go "WALAU-EH! NO MANNERS!!!"
I've got manners, thank you =P
Zheng and I were busy singing most of her mp3 songs.
Chris and Danny did a good job with the Photoshop.
8D Should win Mocademy Award for it!
(Mocademy? Get it? XD Those who don't watch H&C, too bad. You won't get the Mocademy joke)

2.30pm:
On the way to Starbucks in Chris' car.
The song Don't Speak by No Doubr started playing.
Then, all of us started to TEASE Chen again with Bryan.
So funny.
I pretended to Chen, doing Gwen Stefani with Zheng.
Chris also sang along and played the drums on her steering wheel.
It was hilarious!
Chen looked so..... hahaha.... how to put it in words?
The lyrics matched Chen's dilemma so well that it made us all laugh.
Yes, I sing 'penuh beremosi'. Only for you, Chen. As you, Chen =P
Dropped by Zheng's house to get her 3-pin pluggie.
Then, off again on our journey to Starbucks.

3pm:
We reached Starbucks in.... USJ 8, I think? Or was it USJ 11? XD
Can't recall. Went to do our research.
It was funny though.
All the time we were teasing each other.
Brushes, Beer and Bryan.
Hey, that should be the main topic for today. LOOL!
Went home around 5pm.
I don't want to mention what happened in the car though.

=D TOMORROW IS GANJAFICATION DAY.
SO WE ARE GOING TO OUR HAPPY PLACE.
WHICH IS THE GANJAFICATION PLACE.
WHICH SERVES HAPPY MEALS.
WHICH HAS GANJAFIED FRIES.
AND DOPED ICE CREAMS.
AKA, McDonald's in Sunway Pyramid.
=D Excellente?
Eeeeeeeexcellente.

Well, I'm gonna go.
Check out our Class Blogs.
And oh, to all my Class-Collegemates,
=D You can post on my comment box XD
I'll keep your comments confidential..... 8D

Till then, Canta Addio

-Rin-

It's finally here.
After more than a few mooooonths!!
Like the title said, I love you, Daddy Shad =D

Summary:

My adopted father on ASF, Shadow, was supposed to send me a few pens as a gift.
It took a while, but I told him no hurry in it.
And he sent it.
AND I GOT IT.
TODAY!!!!
And I'm soooooooooo excited 8D
And here are the pictures of my gift =D


This is the package it came in. Though I wonder why it was addressed to my nickname instead of Rin XD


This is his letter. KAWAII DESHOU??? My Shad-sama is so talented <3


And he even thought of writing an instructions manual? LOOL! How cool can Daddy Shad get? XD


The PENS!!! It may not be much but it's enough for me to do a lot of things.

So, I owe you A LOT, Daddy Shad.
I mean, come on. 3 Pounds for one package is a lot!! O.O
*huggles* And all the way fron England <3 I so love you.
And I do promise to hurry drawing your gifts for you.
Even laminate it nicely.
KYUUUUU~~~<333

Once again,
I SO LOVE YOU DADDY SHAD~<33

-Rin-

You Are a Goth!

You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it. Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep, chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the goths at Yoyogi Park on Sunday. Don't forget your white makeup and blue lipstick! Who knows? You may just get picked up by one of the seedy photographers.

ZOMG GOTH!! XD

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Cruel Intentions

"I'm the only girl you can't have, and it kills you."

Hahaha.... That sounds really true in a way XD

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy. You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

... Isn't my hair RED to begin with? LOOL!

Your Birth Month is September

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blue

LOOL! If only people BELIEVED it! XD

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

Oh sure....

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

My favourite flower.... besides lavender and baby's breath .-.

You Are a White Rose

You represent youthfulness and purity. Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time

... Okay, now I'm tickled to death. XD

Alright. I'm going to go sleep now.
Will tell more later.
WITH PICS OF THE CLASS!!!
BWHAHAHAHHA!!!

G'nite people. XD

-Rin-

First of all:
I'm so sorry if I scared anybody with yesterday's emo post.
I was reeeeeally not myself.
Well, who is when someone is crying in front of a blank paper for two hours?

2nd:
*waves to all her classmates who read this*
^^;;; Don't go tellin' anybody about anything.
I bet you're all in total shock now.
The otherside of Rin, the hyper, happy-go-lucky, insane secretary.

3rd:
Mid-Autumn Fest was a blast.
I really enjoyed myself. We basically stalked the Riddle Gift Counter.
8D Plus we scored most gifts for the night so they took a piccie of us.
Whee.
And I should have entered five mins later.
'Cause I wanted to see what did Bryan and Chen do IN THE DARK ALLEY ALONE 8D

4th:
Should I or should I not?
I mean, I don't want to sound bad but really, certain things must be resolved.
'Cause I really don't want to spoil my relationship with another friend just because this other friend is basically trying their best to do something.
._. I must be honest. It really kills me to see some potential friend straying away from me just because of some teasing. I feel really bad, ya?
Plus, I'm still not over someone so it's hard, ya? I mean, talk about 7 years!!

5th:
I personally think I procrastinate too much.
Or I'm always doubting myself.
'Cause everytime I want to picture myself with someone else,
I always end up thinking that it is not possible.
Thus, I break the thoughts and go back to constant mourning.
If anybody thinks that I should be slapped for it, please do.
Cause I reeeeeaaaally deserve it. Honest.
And maybe I'll wake up.

6th:
I tried to call juu Peisan. But it didn't work.
I feel kinda bad now 'cause a lot of my close friends are straying far from me.
Like Peisan and Rachel. I feel very sad. Don't know why. But I'm very distraught over it.
However, I'm glad I still meet up with my KK friends.
It's awesome that we still meet up during birthdays, teatime parties, BBQs and dinner.
I really enjoy each moment with you guys.
Especially: Eric, Eva, Vince, Lil, Marisa, Andrea, Kelly, Carmie, Vina, Bevan, and Jinn
I seriously love and miss you all like mad.
GO SMKBK '05!
Trendsetters never fail to leave their traces behind 8D

7th:
I am straight.
For the last time, EFFING STRAIGHT.
I'm not against gay or lesbians, honest. In fact, I pretty much enjoy Yaoi.
But just because I say a girl is hot or pretty or I love her, doesn't make me a Lesbian.
.-. I just admire them. That's all.
Besides, I'm prolly the straightest person you've ever met.
Straight and straight-forward.
Very.

8th:
If I try to call you, please don't pick up the phone.
You're only going to make it harder for both of us.
I did mention that I want to be stronger on my own and not rely on anyone.
So please, ignore me if the time comes.

Well, that's that.
=) Love you all, honest.
Will post up Reirei Tenohira soon for you. I seriously haven't changed my voice one bit.
Cheerios!


-Rin-

.... I just want to state something very bluntly.
I don't mean to be mean and all, but I have to be frank.
If you can't sing, DON'T, okay?

Basically, Charlie, you know who I'm talking about.
I mean, c'mon, woman!
Just because you have a studio and all, that does not make you a great singer.
And what's up with this making other people who sing look bad and glorifying yourself?
Seriously, self praise is NO PRAISE.
I bet you really hated me eversince I commented that your version of agony;- by Kotoko was not that good.
Heck, you ignored my existence eversince.
Were you intimidated?
I guess maybe you were INTIMIDATED.
Because someone had to comment that your pitching and your singing wasn't real good.
Please, everyone LEARN. And they grow.

And seriously, you've killed every single song I honestly like.
Especially Waltz by Suneohair.
I'll never look at the song the same way again.
It's one of the best songs in the world and you killed it.
And Coppelia no Hitsuji by ALI Project.
Or First Love by Utada Hikaru.
Or Aozora no Namida by Hitomi Takahashi.

I don't mean to be bad. There were some songs that were quite notably good.
Like Amrita. Or Yakusoku wa Iranai.

But please, I beg of you.
STOP KILLING ALL THE OTHER SONGS.
And if you want a competition, bring it, woman.
I'll take you on. Anytime.
Heck, you don't need me.
Even my tone-deaf brother sings better than you.

The part about Practice:
Joel, we prolly need to meet up soon.
Otherwise, we can't decide what to perform for Prom Night XD
And hehe, congratulations on finding your new lead singer!
I'm real proud of ya =D But you can train him more! =)
Can't wait to see your band go up and perform, just like your previous band A Day in The Zoo too =)
GANBATE, JOEL!! =D

And for my dearest friends back in SMKBK,
Yes, I've not changed. My dressing is just more wild but I'm still the same =)
Crazy and paranoid.
And yes, for the last time, I'm not anorexic or bullemic.


-Rin-

Special thanks to Kagu and Stealthy
The Wall is ALWAYS TALKING!

8D

(Taken from KKP Pirates main website)

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StealthFire	Posted: Sep 21 2006, 04:04 PM
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kagusuchi	Posted: Sep 21 2006, 07:43 PM
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Jade Princess	Posted: Sep 22 2006, 04:52 PM
The Oathkeeper Group: Admin Posts: 768 Member No.: 1 Joined: 24-October 05	Your Forum Princess Loves You All XD *hugglers glomps* I'll save cake for you both =) -Rin- -------------------- Credits: Gemiange I <3 You, Roxas, but Silmeria has taken me away~~ Saru Fung Fei Kei Me 4 Times. And Still Counting. >__<
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kagusuchi	Posted: Sep 22 2006, 04:59 PM
ZOMFG NOOOO I'M NOT HENTAI!! Group: Global Mods Posts: 1,349 Member No.: 5 Joined: 25-October 05 Warn: (0%)	OMG THE WALL IS TALKIN' SOMEONE'S HERE LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!one!!!eleven!!! --------------------
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Jade Princess	Posted: Sep 24 2006, 12:33 AM
The Oathkeeper Group: Admin Posts: 768 Member No.: 1 Joined: 24-October 05	LOOL! Just because I never reply doesn't mean that I'm not around. Just been busy but still keeping an eye on things. PMR will end soon. In 2 weeks time. Hopefully. .__. I got 3 birthday cakes so I got 3 wishes. And I wasted one on wishing to get my HAWT Design Lecturer's number. Dang. Wasted one good wish. XD -Rin- -------------------- Credits: Gemiange I <3 You, Roxas, but Silmeria has taken me away~~ Saru Fung Fei Kei Me 4 Times. And Still Counting. >__<
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StealthFire	Posted: Sep 24 2006, 12:17 PM
High-Speed Bullet Train Group: Global Mods Posts: 1,085 Member No.: 7 Joined: 25-October 05 Warn: (0%)	I don't think I follow, why are you waiting for PMR to finish when you finished SPM last year? Yea what a way to waste a wish! You could always follow him home then break in if you wanted to know -------------------- Welcome... to the dark corners of the earth... speshul thanks to shugoi for the pwnage coloring xD
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kagusuchi	Posted: Sep 24 2006, 12:57 PM
ZOMFG NOOOO I'M NOT HENTAI!! Group: Global Mods Posts: 1,349 Member No.: 5 Joined: 25-October 05 Warn: (0%)	Omg you got THREE cakes? Man... kids these days are just too darn rich... Yeah i think you've wasted your wish greatly. I mean, isn't it better to wish that I get a Playstation 2? You know they always say giving is better than getting/receiving, you know. Lololol --------------------

Ya, Kagu, I'd wish a PS2 for you if you'd wish a PS3 for me. LOOL!
Thanks a lot guys. It means a lot to me.

And to the Veterans, Mafia Family and others back at Shinobi Inn XD
You guys OWN! XD *hugglers*

Thankies for making your Hime-sama happy.
Best message award goes to Jessica-sama. You would always be <3d.
Best SMS Award goes to Eric. Sadly, my dear, I can't drink but I can't wait to see you today!! =D
The best gift I got? Meeting Daddy Shad again =)
T^T I wub yuu Daddy Shad. And I will definitely thank you profusely once those pens come in =D
And Tevin-sama too <3

Love you guys. XD
HAHA.
I'm off to get dressed to go to our September Girls B'day Party.
I'll make sure you all get snapshots of HEELS 8D

-Rin-